[steveEray]

thanx brother
I never expected my family to suffer from
my stupid mistakes and someone I trusted with
everything turn and hand the gernade to me with
the pin already pulled. I don't have friends in life and there
is a reason. Thus my life paths are not well thought out.
It looks like I might spend a little time behind bars.
I hate to say this but I guess its in gods hands and I understand
what does not kill us will make us stronger but what about those who
are on the verge of breaking and or going crazy.
It doesn't bother me that the courts/cps/cops keep F'ing with me but
when they screw with my family it sets me off.
I know they want me too loose it but to hold my kids hostage prying to get info.
The problem I have is I've gone down a road of no return. I've stood my ground
now I just have to wait out the charges and see what happens.