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Originally Posted by Mac n Tease i didn't see this until now...whoops.
don't worry, honey. i'm the exact same way and a few of my very good competitor friends are feeling the same way this season. honestly, i just don't want to go through rebounding crap anymore. mentally its exhausting, physically its harmful.
i go back and forth daily too. for now, i want to just stabalize and hold onto that for a while with out the ups and downs. prep/rebound/prep rebound...need to break that cycle. also want to live a little while i'm still young (cough, cough) and single. the only way i ever knew how to get over a rebound was to start prepping again...so i just decided to maybe get back down slowly and maintain there for a bit. again, i have to talk to my new coach, depends what his plans are. but hes a lot more healthy approached so i think he'll agree w/ me. i def trust him!!
i decided to go w/ that coach that i was telling you about this fall. his training sessions....beat down. LOVE IT!
but a good thought for you....i decided to persue fitness modeling more this season. its a softer look as opposed to stage. easily attainable and "liveable" year round. they want the girls fit w/ a flat tummy but not a chisled six pack. may be a good route for you to take. i have a few gigs w/ a photog this spring/summer and some more coming up. something to keep motivated and keep your name out there. let me know if you're interested, i'll point you to who i've used.
miss you too.
i owe u an email, promise i'll get it to you by the w/e. love u!!! |
Errrrr! :pissed: I had typed out this LONG reply and my battery died on me.
Ohh well, I'll briefly sum it up.
Glad to see the new guy (coach) has worked out so well for you. I had been wondering how things were going with him for a while now. I'll email you later...you know I want all the details
Ohhh, don't even get me started on the whole rebound issue
you know the hell I've been through this year.
I so wanted to do Team U this year but I just feel that realistically....without AS there would be absolute no hope for me there. And by the way the competition looked at the shows I've done the past 3 years- probably not even on a local level for that matter.
You are going to laugh....I've been contemplating skipping out altogether on the shows this year and doing a couple shoots myself. (well....that is- if I can get myself where I need to be by then) ughhh.
Ohh, something else ironic....I've been in touch with Raejha. I'm still not sure if that's the route I need to be taking but she assures me that these days she takes a much healthier approach to cutting down. (I sure would hope so.....geeez, I thought I would kill myself with those 2 hr cardio sessions/7 days a week while running on 700 cals) Can't seem to make up my mind just yet on that.
I have a friend that trains at my gym who will be starting her prep w/ Raejha next week so we'll see then just how reasonable it is.
I'm very happy to see things are going well w/ you! :kissonche