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Originally Posted by Sweet T Hey honey bun!!! :kissonche I'm a little late to reply but I had to check in on you.
How's your prep going so far? I'm so glad you decided to continue with it. Which coach did you decide on?
I'm still on the fence. I dunno if I'm just so overwhelmed w/ work or what but I just don't seem to have that "drive" to continue like I've always had before. :dunno: It's crazy! guess I'm trying to make changes in my life and I seem to be struggling right now about the morality of it all.
Who knows what I'll do. My mind tends to change on a daily basis  I'm thinking of a show in Sept again.
Let me know how things are going...I've missed ya like crazy! |
i didn't see this until now...whoops.
don't worry, honey. i'm the exact same way and a few of my very good competitor friends are feeling the same way this season. honestly, i just don't want to go through rebounding crap anymore. mentally its exhausting, physically its harmful.
i go back and forth daily too. for now, i want to just stabalize and hold onto that for a while with out the ups and downs. prep/rebound/prep rebound...need to break that cycle. also want to live a little while i'm still young (cough, cough) and single. the only way i ever knew how to get over a rebound was to start prepping again...so i just decided to maybe get back down slowly and maintain there for a bit. again, i have to talk to my new coach, depends what his plans are. but hes a lot more healthy approached so i think he'll agree w/ me. i def trust him!!
i decided to go w/ that coach that i was telling you about this fall. his training sessions....beat down. LOVE IT!
but a good thought for you....i decided to persue fitness modeling more this season. its a softer look as opposed to stage. easily attainable and "liveable" year round. they want the girls fit w/ a flat tummy but not a chisled six pack. may be a good route for you to take. i have a few gigs w/ a photog this spring/summer and some more coming up. something to keep motivated and keep your name out there. let me know if you're interested, i'll point you to who i've used.
miss you too.
i owe u an email, promise i'll get it to you by the w/e. love u!!!