[Alter-Ego]

Hope you find the peace you seem to be looking for in your life Sweet T. At the end of the day, you are the one that has to live with your choices in life. It is never easy taking things to extreme, and believe me, you are not alone in questioning what we do.

Ur in my thoughts and prayers.


Mac,

I'm prepping for the Southern Classic June 2nd, possible the Junion Nationals, and finally the Mississippi in late July.

I recently went to Jackson, MS and trained at a large gym where quite a few competitors workout, including a past overall winner that just missed his pro card this year, and I will just say that I feel very confident in my ability this year. My body has morphed beyond what I ever thought it was capable of. I have started doing 2 hours of cardio this year at the 12 week mark as opposed to the 4 week mark and I am keeping my calories higher with 2 carbs days a week as opposed to none. I am staying fuller, and getting leaner quicker. It's scary.